I know you all thought that I fell off the face of the planet, but I am still here. I was soooo excited to get home, unfortunately my body wasn't so excited.
While in Idaho I started experiencing some debilitating cramps. So bad that I didn't think I would make my flight. After coming home, the cramps subsided but my period was being mysterious.
Sooooo, me having a huge stash a pregnancy tests decided to test, knowing it would come out negative cause I had had my period while I was gone. There was no way I could be pregnant. Wrong!!!! It was positive and I was mystified.
I called the Dr's office, I was concerned about the bleeding and cramping, they were to. When I went in we did a pee test, it was positive, so then we did and ultrasound, and we couldn't find a baby, but we did find a HUGE cyst. 10x6x6 cm big. Dr thought my pregnancy might not be far enough along too see so she ordered blood work to test hormone levels and sent me home saying to take it easy and come back in on Monday morning.
Friday, morning I woke up and began cramping, this time it was soooooo bad. I thought if I soaked in the tub it would help, no such luck, so I yelled for Dylan to come help me out of the tub cause I knew there was no way I could stand up.
As soon as I stood up I said, "think I am going to pass out." And I did, and had what Dylan and Janie think was a seizure. I don't remember any of that. I do remember lying in bed wishing I could just die, and I was looking for the white light to walk towards. Dylan, had to run into work so I begged for Janie to come over. It was a good thing she did. While she was over the Dr told me to get into the emergency room, and on the way out of the house I passed out again and had another seizure.
The time in the emergency room was no fun, they weren't giving me any drugs, cause they didn't know for sure what was going on. After what felt like a two hour ultrasound, my Dr. decided it was an ectopic pregnancy and rushed me into surgery. Finally, I got some pain meds, and they felt goood.
So when they opened me up they found the MONSTER cyst that was the size of a grapefruit and the drained fluid from it filled 24oz. Crazy, the crazier part was that I had been bleeding internally for a while and had lost 1/3 of my blood.
The ectopic had ruptured. They removed my right fallopian tube and left my right ovary. Everything on my left looked good as well as my uterus, so having a baby is still an option. Although, its not necessarily the option I even want to consider right now.
I have felt so blessed during this ordeal and I am so glad everything has turned out okay. I am definitely ready to get back to my real life NOW!!!!!